Today I need silence. I need space to think, to turn away distraction, to ponder and reflect. I need silence to help me converse with God. I need silence to LISTEN to God. And it's kind of ironic because last night I heard the song by John Mayer titled "Say". I have heard the song several times prior to hearing it last night but for some reason it seemed to speak to me in a different way, in a deeper way. The song goes as such:
Monday, July 21, 2008
Take all of your wasted honor.
Every little past frustration.
Take all of your so called problems,
Better put 'em in quotations.
Say what you need to say (x8)
Walkin' like a one man army,
Fightin' with the shadows in your head.
Livin' up the same old moment
Knowin' you'd be better off instead.
If you could only... Say what you need to say (x8)
Have no fear for givin' in.
Have no fear for giving over.
You better know that in the end
It's better to say too much, than never to say what you need to say again.
Even if your hands are shaking,
And your faith is broken.
Even as the eyes are closin',
Do it with a heart wide open.
Say what you need to say (x7)
Say what you need to, say what you need to...
Say what you need to say.
(lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com)
So as I sit in the silence, my heart is compelled. I must say what I need to say.