I usually don't go into rants on this blog but this issue touched a nerve within me and I just can't let it go. I'm going to try to censor myself but be prepared, I'm going to rant. I can feel my blood boiling while I type this.
First, the facts.
For those of you who don't know, recent actions by the TX Board of Education voted to remove Thomas Jefferson, Cesar Chavez, Oscar Romero, the topic of sex vs. gender, and any specific mention of Tejanos from their the social studies curriculum. They also have changed referring to the USA as a democracy to a "constitutional republic." They also omitted the concept of separation of church and state. Here are some recent articles and editorials about the changes (note: some of these have been proposed since mid-2009).
Now, my rant.
I am INFURIATED by the fact that a bunch of right-wing conservative republicans have decided who and what constitutes significant contributions to history. I am OUTRAGED by the fact that racism and sexism (and plain 'ol F***ing stupidity) can be blatently justified with such intentionality toward children's education.
I would be more sympathetic toward this board if they instead proposed to present a more wholistic view of these issues. I hope that all of your children and grandchildren rebel against your actions and condemn your behavior! HOW DARE YOU!
It makes TX take a million steps backward in terms of social progress to the pre-1950's Mississippi-esque era. WTF people!!?!???! I mean do you really think that you can erase history? Do you really think your children will be better off by NOT learning these things? Do you see how your dangerous and damaging right-wing religious moral conservative bullshit is TOTALLY crossing the bounds of separation of church/state? (I know you do bcz that's why you want Mr. Jefferson removed.)
I try hard NOT to be one of those "liberal democrats" who thinks I'm right all the time and I at least try to understand another person's differing point of view to the point where I could defend it as my own. I may not succeed but at least I try. And even if I don't understand, I at least try to withhold slandering that point as not to make myself be insensitive nor ignorant.
I understand your point. I COMPLETELY DISAGREE WITH IT!!!!!
Here is an excerpt from a recent article:
Barton, a former vice chairman of the Texas Republican Party, said that because the U.S. is a republic rather than a democracy, the proper adjective for identifying U.S. values and processes should be "republican" rather than "democratic." That means social studies books should discuss "republican" values in the U.S., his report said.
And, it makes me vomit in my mouth and wants me to completely stereotype and bash my conservative republican friends. You give a TERRIBLE name to the republican party.
AND FURTHERMORE, this has NOTHING to do with being a Christian. I am a Christian and I think you have overstepped your bounds. Who the HELL gave you the right to decide what can and SHOULD be taught???? You have disgraced our nation. You and the people who voted for you should keep your ideologies to yourself and out of the schools. I don't even think you should pass these "values" on to your children. You should be prepared for an outcry from people who are APPALLED and ASHAMED of your actions. SHAME ON YOU!
You and Glenn Beck. Awful. Awful. AWFUL! You abuse your power and it should be taken away from you. I HATE it when you proof-text.
I applaud Ms Mary Helen Berlanga and Ms Mavis B. Knight and others who voted AGAINST your racist, sexist, narrow minded decisions.
One thing for sure, I am GLAD as F***ing HELL that I don't live in TX and I CERTAINLY NEVER will.
Perhaps I'll write my own social studies curriculum and leave the entire state of TX out of it.
Thursday, March 25, 2010
TX Board of Education
Labels: Julie's post, oppression, racism, social issues, WTF
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Tuesday, November 3, 2009
not really an american?
i came across this article that shows another element of the racism that is still (sadly) running strong in this country. mebrahtom keflezighi won the legendary new york city marathon this year, and is the first american to accomplish this feat since 1982. the problem is, some people are claiming that mr. keflezighi is not an american. if he were white, this debate wouldn't be happening.
Labels: brian's post, racism
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Thursday, October 15, 2009
Interracial Marriage
It makes me speechless that this dumbf*** has such a narrow viewpoint. Has he never been to the west coast? BTW, it is SO TOTALLY racism.
Labels: adoption, equality, Julie's post, offensive nature, racism, white privilege
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Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Interesting Take
Labels: Barack Obama, Julie's post, racism, white privilege
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Tuesday, October 6, 2009
Yes... again...
I really do bring up this issue in a social and cultural context, not a political one. Regardless of whether or not I approve of Obama's policies, I think we need to deal with it!
Labels: education, Julie's post, racism
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Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Tim Wise and Black in America
Commentary below was from Tim Wise's facebook post about Henry Louis Gates Jr. It was written on July 21, 2009. I continue to be amazed at how people can act like racism and white privilege don't exist.
What concerns me most is that this happened to an educated, probably affluent African-American man. How are lower-class, uneducated young black men able to prove themselves in this sort of system? The odds seem automatically stacked against them.
A while ago Brian and I were able to watch a series by CNN called Black in America. Tonight and tomorrow night, there will be another 2 part series called Black in America 2. The first show was extremely thought provoking and touched a special place in my heart bcz of my younger brother. I anticipate that tonight and tomorrow's show will do the same.
Labels: Civil Rights, Julie's post, offensive nature, racism
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Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Supreme Ct Nominee Sotomayor
I've been watching the nomination hearings for the past two days and I've been struck by the matter of how race, ethnicity and gender has been a point of attack on her perspective.
And frankly, I am embarassed and ashamed by the attack on Sotomayor from Sen. Jon Kyle (R. Arizona). I think he's one of the white males that is threatened by a strong, powerful woman who is very much in touch with and proud of her ethnicity and her support of the importance of women and people of color. I understand that his concern is that he's afraid that race and gender will become determining factors in the judgements that she may rule upon. I think that she is a strong advocate for more women and people of color to be in leadership positions, perhaps on the Court itself. I think she's fallen under attack for supporting diversity in a Court and judicial system that has for a majority of the time held mainly white males. In a society that has dominant white privilege, Kyle should recognize that yes, the speeches that she gave at various commencements were empowering but that in action and in judgements, she will be as impartial as possible, as any other white supreme court judge could be as well.
I think as a woman of color, she is coming under attack for the fact that her decision making skills as a supreme ct judge should be questioned because of her biases. I think it's ridiculous to assume that simply because she is not a white male that she will be easily swayed by her racial and gender biases.
Perhaps some think that at this level of judging, there should not be mistakes or errors in judgement. But when I think over the course of the judges, many of them seem to have made mistakes of which the American people have not agreed with decisions. I also think that other recent supreme ct nominees, now judges, have received much more lienancy in their judging. For that matter, I think that presidents past and even the current president has made mistakes and will make mistakes.
Sotomayor has said and will continue to say, "I do not believe that any ethnic, gender or race group has an advantage in sound judging." And I think CNN's commentator Maria Echaveste captured the heart of my issue with these lines of questioning when she said, "If you are a minority and you're a conservative, you're independent minded. If you're a minority and sort of to the left, somehow you're going to be biased and in favor of minorities. There's a double standard here and that's ultimately what's problematic about this. The fact is, would we be asking about her bias in the Richie case if she were anything BUT a minority."
Labels: diversity, Julie's post, politics, racism
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Thursday, July 9, 2009
Incident at a Philly Pool
In recent days, this story has unfolded. Here is one person's take on it all. I'd love to hear your responses. p.s. I'm keeping mine to myself at this point...
Off the Deep End:
Reflections on Private Clubs, Public Prejudice and Racism 2.0
By Tim Wise
July 9, 2009
On the one hand, racism is so deeply embedded in the history and structure of the United States, that it shouldn't be particularly surprising when a story emerges, indicating that indeed, that racism has bubbled to the surface yet again.
But on the other hand, sometimes a story finds its way into the public realm, which is of such a profoundly disturbing nature, that you can't help but do a double-take: the kind of story that makes you go, huh? What the hell did I just read? Like for sure you must have seen that headline wrong. Like you must have been teleported back in time fifty years or more, to a period when folks didn't even feel the need to pretend they were racially enlightened. Like you must be hallucinating, or perhaps this is a satire you're reading, maybe something from The Onion? And then you realize, nope, it's for real.
And so it was yesterday, when a swim club on the outskirts of Philadelphia made the news after expelling from their pool a summer camp group of approximately sixty kids of color from the city. Not because they had done anything wrong--no bad behavior, no inappropriate conduct, nothing like that, as they had just arrived and most of the children hadn't even had a chance to enter the pool yet--and not because they had crashed the private environs uninvited (the camp had paid over $1900 for the right to swim there once a week), but because, as club president, John Duesler explained in a letter: the kids would "change the complexion and atmosphere" of the club. Got that? The complexion.
Of course, Duesler, about whom I'll have more to say in a minute, insists that the decision wasn't racial. Yet several of the youth denied access to the pool overheard a white club member openly complaining about the arrival of the "black kids," and all but a few of the white children swimming when they arrived were yanked from the pool by their parents, in a move reminiscent of the 1950s, suggesting that the club's racism is not some inanimate institutional force, but a lived reality for many of its white members as well. One woman at the club, for instance, fretted openly that the black kids might "do something" to her child. Of course, because that's what fifth graders from the 'hood do: they roll out to the 'burbs, pretending to be interested in swimming, when really, the plan is to find some white kids and cut 'em the hell up, in some kinda pee-wee gang initiation ritual. Of course.
That the expulsion was racial is beyond dispute, or at least should be. The club knew how many kids were going to be there when they accepted the membership fee, so they can't claim they were overwhelmed by the size of the group, although they seem to be offering that as their excuse now that the story has gone public. Yet to read the comments left underneath the story at the Philly area NBC affiliate's webpage, which was first to break the news, leaves one with the distinct impression that for a lot of white folks, there is no need for the club to devise a cover story. Rather, a disturbing number of white posters seem positively exultant that these children--who had done nothing wrong except, apparently, to be born and to live in North Philadelphia--were booted from the club.
To wit, among these postings, one finds regular and repeated reference to the "animals" from the city, others who claim that blacks don't care for their own neighborhoods, and so, presumably, a group of black children shouldn't be let into a white one, and comments to the effect that if blacks want to be respected (and not discriminated against) they must first "clean up their act." In other words, whites are entitled to view all black people, even 8 year olds, through the lens of presumed group pathology, all because some in the black community engage in undesirable behavior. By which logic, of course, we should also presume that all whites are corporate criminals, because of the actions of Ken Lay, or Bernie Madoff, or the Savings and Loan bandits from the 80s.
Or perhaps that all white men should be presumed serial killers because of Manson, Bundy, Gacy, or dozens of others, or pederasts, like the sick-ass high ranking staffer at Duke University who was advertising for people to come and rape his 5-year old adopted black child, as he had already done repeatedly.
Perhaps it would be fair to think all whites to be semi-illiterate, because of, say, George W. Bush, or Sarah Palin, or to insinuate that white boys are all sociopathic animal mutilators because, as with a recent case in South Florida, most of the whack jobs who butcher kittens end up being, well, ya know, white boys. Or perhaps that whites are inherently predisposed to cannibalism or that white females should be banned from teaching because of the threat they pose to their students: after all, well over a hundred white female teachers have been busted for preying upon underage kids in recent years, and indeed the perps have been white in over 93 percent of all known cases.
But of course, none of those who would defend their racism in the swim club case--and who would assure us it is "rational" to fear black kids--would find any of the above examples nearly as logical. This, despite the statistical and anecdotal evidence that could be brought to bear in each case to make sense of crass generalizations in those instances too. No, they reserve their "rational discrimination" for the dark-skinned. Indeed, to read their messages is to see racism in the raw. The kind of thing so many pundits have assured us is no longer a problem in America, now that we've entered the "post-racial" era of Barack Obama.
Oh, and speaking of which, here's the kicker: remember the above-mentioned club President? The one concerned about how the black kids might change the complexion of the place? John Duesler? Yeah, well, turns out, Duesler is no knuckle-dragging right winger. He's no Klansman. Actually, he was a supporter of President Obama, and helped coordinate a blood drive in town to celebrate the Presidential inauguration. Even worse, he's the chairman of Peace-Action Philadelphia: a collection of presumably progressive and even leftist types. This is what I speak of as Racism 2.0 in my book, Between Barack and a Hard Place: Racism and White Denial in the Age of Obama: the kind of racism that allows some whites to vote for Obama, and to carve out exceptions for those black and brown folks who make us comfortable, but to maintain fundamentally hostile views towards the larger communities of color from which these exceptions come. In other words, the kind of racism that says, black folks are fine, so long as they went to Harvard Law, speak a certain way, dress a certain way, and pander to our tastes. But for the rest of y'all, oh hell no.
In light of this latest incident, let me make the following points, and let me make them in the clearest terms possible:
1. I bet'not hear one more Northerner lecture me, ever about the South again. We know perfectly well our history down here. 'Bout time you get clear on yours. This wasn't Philadelphia, Mississippi partner, it was the city of brotherly-frickin'-love, so you and Rocky had best go figure it out, while the rest of us watch for a while. And for y'all in Boston, and Bensonhurst, and Greenwich-damn-Village, feel free to join in. Let us know what you learn about yourself. We got phones down here now, and even, occasionally, internet access, so give us a holler when you come up with something noteworthy.
2. I bet'not hear one more white liberal act like racism is the province of the right. Yes, racism itself is a decidedly reactionary philosophy, but it's one that has long been embedded in the white psyche, and white folks' worldview. As Joe Feagin explains in his newest book, the white racial frame has long influenced how white Americans, irrespective of broader political views, view black and brown folks, and this latest incident only demonstrates that with a vengeance. It is the white racial frame that frames, pun very much intended, blacks--even children--as pathological, socially dysfunctional, likely to misbehave, and unworthy of the opportunities enjoyed by whites. It is the white racial frame that serves to rationalize every injustice done to persons of color, no matter how blatant.
And is that white racial frame which must be thoroughly challenged, exploded, destroyed, eradicated, before this nation can ever hope to achieve racial equity, or even the most rudimentary levels of social justice. So for those nice white liberals who thought voting for Barack Obama was gonna be their get-out-of-jail-free card the next time somebody brought up the subject of racism--sorta like a modern day version of "some of my best friends are black"--think again.
Oh, and finally, for those who insist on changing the subject with regard to this pool story, and insisting that "well, ya know, it is a private club and so they can do whatever they want," you miss the point, and miss it quite badly. First, if a private club advertises memberships to the public, as the Valley Club did, there is an open question as to just how private it actually is. It may indeed be far less so than many claim, and may be bound by civil rights laws just as surely as a municipally owned facility would be. But more to the point, it doesn't matter. This is not an issue about the right of the club to be racist. It is a question about whether it is right for them to be such. One may have the right to do lots of things. I have the right to stand on a corner and shout racial slurs at passersby of color, I suppose. I have a right to publish hate literature. I have a right to join the Klan. In short, I have a "right" to be as racist as I wanna be. But if I decide to do any of those things, you have the right, and more--the obligation--to call me an asshole. And a racist asshole at that. And to make my life miserable.
So let us exercise our rights, and do just that to the folks at The Valley Club. You can reach them via e-mail at: info@thevalleyclub.com. Or you can call them at: 215-947-0700. Their voice mail was full last time I checked (for reasons I think I can imagine), but at some point they'll clear it out, at which point we should fill it up again. Or, if you're white and feeling really creative, perhaps you can pay for a temporary membership and then go swimming. Just make sure to drink a lot of water before you go, and all go together. And then get in the pool, and then, well, I think you know the rest. It would be the world's first piss-in,* and it would serve them right.
* I cannot take credit for the piss-in idea. This concept is borrowed, lovingly, from long-time social justice and antiracist activist/educator, Sharon Martinas, to whom all praise is due for her creativity and sense of humor in the face of injustice: a critical virtue in difficult times.
Tim Wise is the author of four books on race and racism. His website is timwise.org. He blogs at redroom.com and can be reached via e-mail at timjwise@mac.com.
Labels: Civil Rights, diversity, Julie's post, oppression, racism, white privilege
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Friday, June 5, 2009
Diversity Quiz
This quiz comes from Lee Mun Wah - a leader in diversity issues. Check out his website.
This is a small sampling of clichés that folks use all over this country, not knowing that they are sometimes offensive and can shut someone down from talking about diversity issues or experiences. Circle the ones you have used and put a check mark around those that you have no idea why they might be harmful. Think of who you might ask if you wanted to find out why they were harmful.
- I don’t see color. We’re all just human beings.
- We have more similarities than differences.
- I think deep down we’re all the same.
- Racism/sexism happens all over the world.
- I think some people use diversity as an excuse.
- I think identifying into groups only further divides us.
- There are lots of other diversity issues other than race and gender.
- I’ve never seen that happen before. Are you sure it happened?
- Why does everything have to be so politically correct?
- I was just joking. You’re being too serious!
- Things are a lot better than they used to be. Don’t you agree?
- We’d hire more women and people of color, but are they qualified?
- I love everyone.
- Do you really think it’s that bad?
- I’m so glad you’re not like one of them.
- You know, you’re a credit to your people.
- You don’t see other races complaining.
- I think its reverse racism/sexism.
- America is the best place to live.
- Some of my best friends are colored.
- You speak such good English, where did you learn it from?
* Excerpt from Lee Mun Wah’s upcoming book, Let’s Get Real- What People of Color Can’t Say & Whites Won’t Ask
Labels: diversity, Julie's post, quiz, racism, white privilege
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Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Evil Church
Here's a great post from my friend Adam about how complacent and apathetic many, many of our churches can be. And I mean the church universal, not one specific denomination.
It also reminded me of a Nooma video Brian and I watched on Sunday. Rob Bell's famous video series highlighted the roots of why people do and why they should go to church. This particular episode is called Sunday.
BTW, I also liked the video titled Bullhorn as well.
Labels: Julie's post, racism, social issues, United Methodist Church
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Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Jon & Kate
Similar to my post on Swine Flu and how racism toward hispanic/Latino/as has increased, I'm also saddened by the racism that has come out behind the story on Jon and Kate and Jon's potential cheating. I'm not advocating infidelity in any relationship and I don't need to know about what really happened. However, I do find it very telling about the society we live in when I read over the very racist and ignorant comments from the readers about Jon's heritage at the bottom of the article.
Racism is alive and well in 2009.
Labels: Julie's post, racism
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Friday, May 1, 2009
Swine Flu
Interesting article on MSNBC... sometimes when panic breaks out... our true colors show.
Labels: Julie's post, racism, Swine Flu
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Thursday, April 9, 2009
Ms. Betty Brown
I find this article to be most unappealing. I think Ms. Brown should rethink her need to be sensitive to the fact that we are a nation of MANY ethnicities and that by asking one to change their name so that it makes it "easier for Americans to deal with" is insulting and ignorant on SO many levels.
1- the fact that she is so concerned with stupid americans' inability to pronounce another's name is selfish and excluding
2- the fact that she uses the term "deal with" automatically implies an inconvenience to the white majority and therefore creates an inequal power structure
3- she doesn't mention whether or not the Chinese and asian persons can speak english. She probably would say that "THEY SPEAK SO WELL" in a loud tone as if they were hearing impaired
4- her location in the state of TX probably means that they have a high Hispanic population and while it probably is easier for the stupid americans to pronounce "gonzales", they too probably do a diservice to the name by not pronouncing it correctly anyway. it's probably all americanized with overtones of a southern drawl. Besides, there are many last names from descendants of white races and ethnicities that are equally difficult to pronounce and yet she doesn't call for them to change their names.
5 - and while we're at it, asking for someone to change their name to be more american is like asking Ms. Brown to get rid of her thick texan accent so that other americans can understand her. or perhaps she appreciates the irritating sound of her voice.
6- for that matter, i suppose the name "park" or "lee" can be too complicated for stupid americans
7- what she is saying continues to promote dominant white supremacy in a culture where others would not question or object to what she is saying. This is problematic and contributes to the systemic racism in this country.
8- she is asking for "you and your citizens" to give up an essential part of their identity. I would bet the ranch that she would be highly offended if someone asked her to give up her tea parties, her southern drawl and all the other things a good little texan woman should do.
Ms. Brown, bless your heart, do not spread your ignorance and inabilities to fully represent your constituencies. These people are probably the ones that elected you to the position you are in now. So think carefully about the ones you now trod upon.
Labels: Julie's post, racism, WTF
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Monday, April 6, 2009
Interesting Fact
...about the French and their views on the liberation in World War 2. Check it out.
Labels: history, Julie's post, racism
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Tuesday, March 31, 2009
sign of the times

i have an obsession with facebook. if you don't know what that is, it's one of the bigger social networking sites. i was looking over different people's status updates yesterday, and i read this one from tim wise:
"a bunch of rich white men basically destroy the world economy with hedge fund schemes, derivatives, credit default swaps and other assorted speculative investments, costing folks literally trillions in lost wealth, and yet most white people will no doubt still be more afraid of black men in hoodies than white men in suits and ties...wake the f%$k up!!! "
tim wise is an expert on white privilege and racism. julie & i saw him speak last year here in nashville on his book "white like me". i like this quote from tim, simply because it makes a great point. as a society, we are more concerned with the person in dark skin wearing baggy pants than the white guy in a suit stealing our stuff. the white guy can get away with his crimes because white privilege. i don't like this. it's an indicator that we take more value in someone's skin color than their actions.
the next time you are in a mall, or just out in public, i challenge you to check the thoughts and stereotypes that run through your head & heart when you see an african-american, asian-american, a latino or hispanic. do you automatically assume things about them only because of their skin color? that's an element of racism. work on eliminating those thoughts, and work to truely see them as christ does...for who they are inside.
Labels: brian's post, racism, white privilege
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Thursday, March 26, 2009
The Good 'ol South
So a friend was telling me that in his neighborhood, there was a woman looking for a house to purchase. He happened to be outside walking his dog and found out that the woman was interested in living there, and since he was the housing association president, he offered to answer any questions she may have. So she asked several questions, dialogue ensued, and then he asked if she had any remaining questions. She said "well yes, but you're not supposed to ask it." She apparently proceeded to ask "So what's the black white ratio here?" Um... yeah... you're NOT SUPPOSED TO ASK IT. And then she said, I'm sorry, I'm from the South. Well yes, you are. But please don't make your being from the South an excuse for your blatent racism and ignorance. Bless her heart, in the most southern way possible.
Labels: Julie's post, racism
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Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Proverbs of Ashes
I often pick up this book around the same time every year - Lent. I love it because it encourages a moral imagination or creativity that we too often don't explore or are afraid to explore. It also examines the liturgical themes that come about at this time of year and moves through them to a search of what truly can save us.
I appreciate many parts of this book because of the willingness to consider a new framework, a new way of looking at potentially damaging and harmful theologies, casting them in a new life-giving way. It's a text that has feminist leanings and to some, it would probably be considered heretical. The reason I keep picking it up and re-examining it every year is because it reminds me of the fact that I don't have to accept or be bound by the status quo (in terms of theology and belief system) and that it inspires me to look for ways to continue to be in relationship with God in refreshing, life-giving ways. I have my critiques of it, as I do with parts of the feminist theological thought... but overall, it's an intriguing book.
Although I don't relate to the stories of violence and sexual abuse, there are stories of race and racism which conjure up my own stories of pain and hurt as a result of damaging, racist, manipulative behaviors toward me and/or people close to me.
[Tangent] I am not closed-minded enough nor naive enough to believe that people don't have varying opinions about many things, including theology, but what really gets me is when people are not able nor willing to allow, consider or permit other theologies and belief systems to exist that are not their own. That's when conversation ceases to exist and relationships are strained. Perhaps some of the unwillingness can be attributed to generational differences and upbringings. Perhaps I'm giving too much credit for one's personal responsibility to understand and articulate what they believe in and why. Perhaps its narrow, close-mindedness after all. And in that case, I've probably fallen into your limiting stereotype of a liberal, feminist, business-woman which is scary to you. And you probably wouldn't give me a chance anyway, even though you say you would. That's sad and it's your loss.
There are many quotes from the book with which I resonate. There are also some with which I wrestle. Here's one about the bible that I have always felt was true for me and how I approach the bible not as THE inerrant, Word of God, but rather as a document to be studied as it gave witness to those who wrote it and compiled it.
"The Bible is a multi-voiced witness to the endeavor to know God and reverence life. As a human document, it is flawed in its grasp of ultimate things, but within it - as in our own flawed lives - we glimpse a mystery that holds us, always."
Labels: books, Julie's post, racism
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Monday, February 23, 2009
Memphis
This past weekend, Brian and I went to Memphis for a joint birthday and belated Valentine's Day celebration. When we were planning where to go, I wasn't too excited about visiting Memphis but because Brian was so excited about it, I agreed. It turned out to be a really great trip, save the fact that my recurring cold/sickness came back.
We visited two places where I had not heard of, Sun Studios and Stax Records. We also visited the National Civil Rights Museum.
It was an amazing adventure to be fortunate to be a part of history and learn the awesome stories of the great cloud of witnesses to these significant moments in history.
First, Sun Studios
This was the place where many famous singers recorded many famous songs. Names such as Johnny Cash and Elvis Presley, Jerry Lee Lewis, and Carl Turner. I noticed that when we were on the tour, the guide often mentioned many white artists and knew loads of facts about them but rarely mentioned the other artists of color who recorded there. Aside from that, I was still amazed by the fact that the studio is still used today as a place where current and up-and-coming artists can pay $100/hr for a 2 hr minimum chance to record their songs in this famous studio.
Second, the National Civil Rights Museum
Although I had heard of this, I had not visited this historic site of the assassination of Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr. The museum was housed in the former Lorraine Hotel where Martin lived his last days. The museum was a very well done look at the African-American journey through history.
As familiar as this was to me, I still learned of the stories of how segregation trickled down to the minute of details where even in courtrooms, whites and blacks had to be sworn in on two seperate bibles, clearly marked for each race. I learned of a 14 year old Emmett Till, who visited MS from the state of IL who bragged to his black friends about his white friends back home and upon completing a dare, his fate was ultimately sealed when he was lynched and beaten.
Unfortunately, our time ran out at the museum so we didn't get to see the second part of the museum that explored MLK, Jr.'s death and assassination investigation.
The second night we were there, while my cold had hit hard, I ended up channel surfing and came across the movie "Taking Chance". It starred Kevin Bacon and I became intrigued by the plot of the film. While I missed the first part of the movie, I quickly learned that Bacon plays a marine who is accompanying a fallen soldier's body back to his home town in Wyoming for the funeral. In his journey, Bacon encounters a man who challenges Bacon's worthiness of being called a voluntary military escort. Bacon doesn't feel that he's worthy because he'd rather be home with his wife and kids. The man that Bacon encounters challenges him because he very strongly feels that Bacon was most definately worthy of his position because he was the witness to Chance's life. (the fallen marine) He said something to the effect of what is life worth living if we don't have witnesses to our lives.
This quote stuck with me as I reflected upon the events of the day and would impact me the next day as we visited Stax Records.
Third, Stax Records
I was unfamiliar with what Stax was and I assumed that it was just another recording studio that my husband would enjoy far more than I. Gladly, I was mistaken.
Stax Records was in a nutshell a famous studio where people such as Otis Redding, Booker T. and the MGs, Aretha Franklin, Issac Hayes, the Staple Singers and so many more got their start. Beyond that, it was an incredible testiment to the "oasis of racial sanity" that was transformational for so many during the 1950s and 1960s (and beyond). It was the one place where there could be interracial harmony when composing the music of the soul. Color was not segregated inside the studio. Heart and soul and passion thrived. Jim Stewart and Estelle Axton were the co-founders and laid the foundation of collaboration and grassroots inspiration that couldn't be found in the outside world at that time (due to the segregation and hatred).
I was humbled that I had never heard of this amazing place. I was awed by the gathering called Wattstax, a gathering of over 100,000 african-americans in the city of Watts in 1972, mere years after the infamous Woodstock. I wish I would have heard more about Wattstax instead of Woodstock when growing up.
Due to a series of events, the assassination of Dr. MLK Jr., the death of Otis Redding, some untimely and unfortunate business transactions, Stax lost the soul that claimed so many hearts. It never was the same. It closed in the 1970s and finally reopened as a historic site that it is today.
The story is amazing and enlivened the passion in me that is drawn to such grassroots, raw movements. I was proud to discover this amazing place and am honored to share the story of Soulville, USA.
Labels: Civil Rights, Julie's post, Memphis, racism
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Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Not Ready to Make Nice
Writing has always been therapeutic for me, especially with deep or painful issues, but for some reason tonight, as I struggled with an on-going issue, a song actually captured my anger, frustration, sadness, and... well, anger really. It's a song by the Dixie Chicks and it's called "Not Ready to Make Nice." Here are the lyrics:
"Not Ready To Make Nice"
Forgive, sounds good
Forget, I’m not sure I could
They say time heals everything
But I’m still waiting
I’m through with doubt
There’s nothing left for me to figure out
I’ve paid a price
And I’ll keep paying
I’m not ready to make nice
I’m not ready to back down
I’m still mad as hell and
I don’t have time to go round and round and round
It’s too late to make it right
I probably wouldn’t if I could
‘Cause I’m mad as hell
Can’t bring myself to do what it is you think I should
I know you said
Can’t you just get over it
It turned my whole world around
And I kind of like it
I made my bed and I sleep like a baby
With no regrets and I don’t mind sayin’
It’s a sad sad story when a mother will teach her
Daughter that she ought to hate a perfect stranger
And how in the world can the words that I said
Send somebody so over the edge
That they’d write me a letter
Sayin’ that I better shut up and sing
Or my life will be over
I’m not ready to make nice
I’m not ready to back down
I’m still mad as hell and
I don’t have time to go round and round and round
It’s too late to make it right
I probably wouldn’t if I could
‘Cause I’m mad as hell
Can’t bring myself to do what it is you think I should
I’m not ready to make nice
I’m not ready to back down
I’m still mad as hell and
I don’t have time to go round and round and round
It’s too late to make it right
I probably wouldn’t if I could
‘Cause I’m mad as hell
Can’t bring myself to do what it is you think I should
What it is you think I should
Forgive, sounds good
Forget, I’m not sure I could
They say time heals everything
But I’m still waiting
Courtesy of AZ Lyrics (http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/dixiechicks/notreadytomakenice.html)
And here's the video when they performed at the Grammys:
There are many phrases that stick out to me... "I've paid a price" and "Mad as hell". Now those don't sound like lyrics that a nice Christian girl should be listening to. Well, frankly, I feel that anger isjust as healthy an emotion as any other and please, take a walk in my shoes before passing judgment on me.
But another thing that this has stirred up is that for a long time, I, as a woman of color, as a young person, as an Asian American, have often been told things that encourage me to discredit or diminish the pissed-off-ness that comes from racism, from prejudice, from ignorance.
No one can truly know what it's like and so especially phrases like "oh they didn't mean anything by it", "you just need to stop being so sensitive", "you just need to get over it", really don't help, and just piss me off even more.
And so now, I need time to understand why it's so hard for people to talk about this issue and why people are so damn ignorant and racist. I know I'm supposed to enter into the conversation and continue to go back to try to do the more noble and just thing. But sometimes it sucks being the only one who goes back. It sucks when no one else is doing it and I have to be the one or else it doesn't get talked about, doesn't get noticed, gets ignored.
Well as long as you continue to ignore it, I will continue to be the thorn in your side. I know wholeness and reconciliation and all of that stuff is nice. It will help me heal. But, I don't know if I can get to the point to where I need to make nice before you will hear me. I've done that for too long. I've put up with stupid people for too long. I'm done. Sorry if you think you deserve a chance - someone else took your chance with them and they chose not to do anything with it.
(Yes, thank you for enduring my seemingly endless, obscure, and vague rant. I am just needing this as a forum right now...)
So for now, I'm not ready.
Labels: Dixie Chicks, Julie's post, racism
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Wednesday, January 14, 2009
in 6 days...

i have a couple different thoughts going through my head as we head toward the inauguration of our 44th president. one can be summed up in the simple word of "excitement". it's the 1st time in my life i am actually excited about our new president. i don't know if you voted for him, or if you agree with him, or if even now you haven't figured that out. but i know i am looking forward to january 20th, 2009 when president-elect barack obama becomes president barack obama.
i wonder where he will lead this country in the next 4 years. i wonder what changes he will bring about that will strengthen our economy. i wonder how his example and leadership will help erase some of the racist mentalities that exist not only here in the states, but internationally. i wonder what kinds of things he and soon-to-be 1st lady michelle obama's daughters will glean from experiencing this unique event. i hope they come out of it as strong world leaders in their own rights.
all of this wondering is laced with a sense of joy. that we may see some new unique things from this young president. this president who not only knows about new technologies, but uses them extremely well.
the other thought i have revolves around feeling conflicted. conflicted in the sense that, although prez-elect obama did succeed, that our country still has a lot of issues it needs to work through. as i type this, nashville is 8 days away from voting on it's "english-only referendum". a referendum, that if approved by voters on january 22, will make it completely legal for all government documents, proceedings, etc to be done in english only. to put it simply, i'm not a fan of this. it's another step toward negating the many cultures, ethnicities and backgrounds that exist in nashville. it's also a referendum that seems to be aimed at the "inconvenience" of the average english-speaker of having to "work through" the non-english portions of documents, etc. the united states exists because people came here from other countries to live and breathe together, to find their dreams. these referendums go against that. and yet we have voted in a president who is the embodiment of all of that, the diversity that this country needs to embrace even more.
Labels: Barack Obama, brian's post, Inauguration, racism, social issues
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